I need to watch myself.
do you ever just FEEL yourself being annoying? like am I the only one who gets like really excited explaining things you love and end up babbling about it for longer than you should?
It’s like I know I need to do this because I’m going to fail if I don’t but I just can’t get myself to do it because I know I won’t be able to do it all, so why should I do it all?
It’s almost funny to me. I spent my entire year feeling this way. Turns out, going to the hospital served that purpose in my life. I was able to shut everything out and just focus on me, my illnesses, and my recovery. -Lo
And here come the fucking mood changes. Damnit.
And suddenly ALL the talks become about sexual wants and needs and I’m just chillin not adding anything to the conversation.
i hate my sexuality.